Please note: I'm doubting if 4w5 is really my core, as Scinty revealed some of my hidden weaknesses in a PM conversation, and told me that I could be a type 6. I'm also confused about my instinctual variants, though I seem to fit the Sp 6 well.

Anyway, try not to type me based on type or like/dislike basis. I'm doubting my other types and like/dislike doesn't give veracity.

I seem to be better with interacting and replying to posts than writing large ones, so if you have questions just ask.

My hidden weaknesses are that I tend to overestimate how much I trust people and tend to have poor reactions to authority.

I also wish to not be angry as I feel it is destructive. I don't want to have to deal with that.

I have this as a short but accurate description of myself: "I'm a sentient being that seems lost in fantasy. I doubt myself and have a poor understanding of myself. I like to think of myself as "fairy-like", subtle and sensitive and light like a fairy. I am very unusual for a person."

I'm very unsure of myself, and want to believe in something (which is why I want to be spiritual). I also feel like an outsider, thinking that the world doesn't seem right for me, like how compassion to most sentient beings isn't the norm (at least for men) apparently.

This may help (or not): personalitycafe.com/whats-my-enneagram-type/169028-hypheros-ennea-type-me.html